It has been really crazy thinking back on the many times I've attempted to "one up" God. I've tried carrying and fixing myself. I even got to a point where I thought everything was just fine and dandy. I didn't realize how blinded I was. (Warning: this is terrible, horrible, dangerous spot to be in)
I suddenly found myself in the desert all by myself. Raw, bare and exposed. My heart was out in the open and I felt naked. I felt like I couldn't cover up myself, my feelings and my identity anymore. Exposed from past ugly, nasty, dirty wounds, I had no place to go except to the one place where I know that I am accepted, loved, clean, NEW... that place is the cross of Jesus Christ.
By His grace, He patiently showed, taught and trained me to humble myself before Him. He has killed my pride time and time again. But, it took that moment of total surrender to the Lord, realizing that I am human and not God. I can't fix and save myself. I realized I was in desperate need of a savior. Just like in Psalm 23, I had to lay down on green pastures and let the Shepherd pick me up because my legs were broken and I was too tired and weak to pick myself up. I needed Him to release me of deep bondage and roots that I didn't know still existed in my heart. I realized that if these things were still in me, I wouldn't be able to move on with my life and the blessings God has in store for me.
So here we go --
the roots
- feeling invisible
- not accepted or belonging
- bitterness towards heritage
- rejection
- carrying around guilt
Jesus' role
- He sees me
- He allows me to be apart of His family
- I ask for forgiveness, I am forgiven
- He knows me
- He accepts me
1) John 4
A woman from Samaria came to draw water. Jesus said to her,f“Give me a drink.” 8 (For his disciples had gone away into the city to buy food.) 9 The Samaritan woman said to him, “How is it that you, a Jew, ask for a drink from me, a woman of Samaria?” (gFor Jews have no dealings with Samaritans.) 10 Jesus answered her, “If you knew the gift of God, and who it is that is saying to you, ‘Give me a drink,’ you would have asked him, and he would have given you hliving water.” 11 The woman said to him, “Sir, you have nothing to draw water with, and the well is deep. Where do you get that living water? 12 iAre you greater than our father Jacob? jHe gave us the well and drank from it himself, as did his sons and his livestock.” 13 Jesus said to her, “Everyone who drinks of this water will be thirsty again, 14 but kwhoever drinks of the water that I will give him lwill never be thirsty again.2 The water that I will give him will become min him a spring of water welling up to eternal life.” 15 The woman said to him, “Sir, ngive me this water, so that I will not be thirsty or have to come here to draw water.”
16 Jesus said to her, “Go, ocall your husband, and come here.” 17 The woman answered him, “I have no husband.” Jesus said to her, “You are right in saying, ‘I have no husband’; 18 for you have had five husbands, and the one you now have is not your husband. What you have said is true.” 19 The woman said to him, “Sir, I perceive that pyou are qa prophet.
{FIRST OF ALL, Jesus was a Jew and the woman was a Samaritan. You can probably compare these two groups to the house of Verona and the house of Montague in Romeo and Juliet. These two groups DID NOT associate themselves with each other. But back to John 4, Jesus talked to the woman. She came to him broken, distraught and holding so much guilt. He knew that she had many husbands, and he graced her with truth, gentleness and grace. I love seeing Jesus' character radiating through this story. It is beautiful and absolutely magnificent to see how he treated this woman even through her brokenness.}
2) John 8
but Jesus went to the Mount of Olives. 2 bEarly in the morning he came again to the temple. All the people came to him, and che satdown and taught them. 3 The scribes and the Pharisees brought a woman who had been caught in adultery, and placing her in the midst 4 they said to him, “Teacher, this woman has been caught in the act of adultery.5 Now din the Law Moses commanded us eto stone such women. So what do you say?” 6 This they said fto test him, gthat they might have some charge to bring against him. Jesus bent down and wrote with his finger on the ground. 7 And as they continued to ask him, he stood up and said to them, h“Let him who is without sin among you ibe the first to throw a stone at her.” 8 And once more he bent down and wrote on the ground.9 But when they heard it, they went away one by one, beginning with the older ones, and Jesus was left alone with the woman standing before him.10 Jesus stood up and said to her, “Woman, where are they? Has no one condemned you?” 11 She said, “No one, Lord.” And Jesus said, j“Neither do I condemn you; go, and from now on ksin no more.”
// This is one of my favorite stories in the bible because it demonstrates how forgiving and loving Jesus is. Here are some points I've learn from this passage.
1) He bent down to her and the ground. Even when he knew she had committed adultery. This is a display of his forgiveness and a foreshadowing of what he was about to do on the cross.
2) He sees sin as sin and does not condemn at all. It is such a beautiful thing.
3) When the world and people around you rejects, judges and starts throwing stones at you for how sinful you are, God embraces.
4) This is a great picture of true love!! The way Jesus loves people is admirable. The way He thinks gets me.//
With Jesus I am..
- chosen
- loved
- accepted into God's family
- forgiven
- able to forgive
- clean
This is the freedom we have in Christ. Run to Him. Know that you can't save yourself and fix your own problems! He throws away the old and makes us new. He is good. Cling on to Jesus!
Be encouraged! The cross is enough to fix your hardships, broknness, wounds, and bad roots.
In Him,
M
credits: ESV bible
In Him,
M
credits: ESV bible
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